Living it out....Now!
Well I'm near the end of prepping for my message on Sunday, chapter 7 of crazy love. I'm also right in the middle of a situation that is way beyond my ability to control. As I was awoken early this morning by not only rain, but also very strong wind, I began to wonder.
You see my text will focus on Joseph, not of the old, but of the new testament. I've been fascinated with him off and on for a few years. On the surface he's a man, finds a lady to marry, finds out he is pregnant after her father says yes you can marry her. He is confused. He has a dream about how she became pregnant and accepts what the angle said in the dream. But if we dig just a little deeper I would argue that he was living out his relationship with God in such a way that is just astounding! At this point I have two points in my message for true believers. Strong beliefs/Sacrifice. Joseph had/did both of these as it relates to Mary and his situation.
And I wonder about me and my situation. The situation that has continued for the last several months. The situation that causes me pain, hope, joy, pain again. Do I have strong beliefs? If so what are they and how do they relate to this never ending situation? And with my mind, just like Joseph I try to figure it out. Joseph had a dream, I have not. He knew God, so do I. He had to sacrifice, so did I. I wonder if I will again, just in a different way?
Maybe I should go back to bed and try to dream. But I know I'll just be awake until little E wakes us and snuggles up to me because mama is not with us today. :(
So, here I am with a partial message, no solid solutions to a situation that has always been out of my control to some extent, a rainy windy morning, a great view from where I'm sitting, and a very quiet home. And most of all a God how has me, our family, the situation in his hands. So I'll end by saying this. I'm letting go again, and allowing the creator of the universe to solve this problem because we are in a situation where we have to completely trust in him for the answer.
This is one of those faith walks, that I don't really like. But, I guess I'll walk it for now, or maybe I should allow Jesus to carry me because I'm tired and perplexed.
Make today a wonderful day with those you come in contact with.
Pastor Jim